So, lately, I've been feeling the need to prove myself. I need validation. I need someone to tell me that I'm good enough; that I'm pretty enough; that I'm a decent friend. With every single thing I do, I'm thinking will someone notice this? Will they be impressed by it? Will I not feel like such a failure?
I feel like such a failure all the time. It's like no matter what I do, there's always someone mad at me. No matter how hard I try to remember, I always forget. No matter how hard I work, I'll never be the best at anything.
Truth is ... I feel like such a screwup every moment of my life. No matter what, I feel worthless, like no one even cares. But you know what? Those feelings are unfounded. I know God loves me, and so do my friends and church leaders. So forget failure, I know I'm golden. Peace out.
