Frustrated, Much?

     Sometimes I feel like I try so hard and then I build up my hopes and watch them topple to the ground, shattering completely.  It just...it gets so tiring and frustrating after awhile and it makes me feel like I'll never be good enough.  For anyone. 
     It seems like lately my parents think everything I do is wrong.  They don't like the music I listen to, the clothes I wear, the books I read, the amount of time I spend on the computer, the food I like,. or some of my friends.  It's like they're trying to mold me into the perfect kid, which I'll never be.  They just don't get that I'm not like them...at all, really.  And I never will be.
     My teachers definitely don't think I'm good enough.  They think I'm lazy, but I'm honestly just really forgetful.  They scold me for drawing, but that helps me retain more information from a lecture.  I can't pay attention in class, because they don't make learning interesting, and my mind wanders.  I just don't learn the way they teach in school.
     I don't feel good enough artistically.  No matter what the art, everyone is so much better than me and I feel inadequate.  I just can't find anything that distinguishes me from anyone else...and it makes me just blend into the crowd, another freshman wanting to stand out.
     I always fall for guys who will never, in a million years, like me back.  It's just...I can't even describe it.  Well, at least I have my friends who love me no matter what, and also God.  Well, I'll stop complaining.  Au revoir.